Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough.
I don’t know why.
Who are you?
Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due
north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and
as wavering as the ocean …
And if I said I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way I’d be lying …
Because I was born to be the other woman.
Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience
and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t
even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both
dazzled and dizzied me.
Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn’t find
All the answers honey It’s fine if you’re hateful
As long as all in all you remain grateful
It made me nervous to know you didn’t like me, I really tried
The way I’m feeling in this moment, it can’t last my whole life
My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride
You have this way of making me
Say the opposite of everything I mean